Writing Exercise #3: Flash and Feathers

the exercise: http://scrawlers.com/ This is a website that posts 100 word stories.  Write one.  Submit it to the site, if you wish. (note: I did post this to Scrawlers a few days after posting, as they were having technical troubles)

The Story:

13-year old Zach gazed at the knight’s costume in disdain.  Spandex? Silver?  He grimaced as he tried it on, only performing in the play as a lost bet with his comrades. However, once the sleek outfit was on him, he unobtrusively regarded himself in the mirror.

Zach found he enjoyed the touch of silk, a little sparkle, the whoosh of a feather.  It became his secret fetish though school, secreting away scraps of shimmer, leather, fur  while he wore the requisite sports uniforms outside.  His talisman, he did not peacock his secret until his school days were passed.

C

Big Burls–Writing Exercise #2

The assignment: Pay attention to signs! Great inspiration can be found in signs, especially if part of the sign isn’t working. Among our favorite are “Roadlooms” (formerly Broadlooms) and “Lines ‘N Things” (formerly Linens ‘N Things). When you spot a sign you like, build a story around it!

My sign was Big Bowl (the restaurant), that was missing a couple letters.  It became Big B–L.  Enjoy this short story…

The digital red gas pump was screaming on my dashboard, bing-bing-bing! It had now begun its anxious blinking dance, an urgent reminder that there was only a miniscule amount of gas in the tank of my overused car.

“No, No, No!” I wailed at the gauge, futilely tapping it as if that would replenish the tank.  Damn, one more thing to go wrong in my week.

This highway stretch between Chicago and Iowa and beyond is flat and uninspiring in my mind, miles of monotony except for darkened barns and swaying corn tops, invisible towns, but seemingly no gas stations since I had noticed my tank running low.  Busy in my own mind, I did not pay attention to the dash lights in my view.

Swallowing my panic, I glanced up to see a turnoff on the road where a tiny cluster of buildings rose from the blackness, beckoning.  There were only two other cars waiting at the stoplight, when I turned to reach that tiny outpost of civilization.

Welcome to Willingham, pop 376, est. 1847 read the sign approaching the string of stores.  Buildings that looked as if they were built during the formation of this town formed a line of brick and mortar about two blocks long.  Even through the unlit windows, I could see from the signs that the town was working overtime to re-establish itself as some type of artsy destination.

Cruising slowly up the empty street I saw a vintage shop, candle and local artist shop, sundry store, cheese and wine store, two dining establishments, and a music shop in between buildings for rent or papered over or “Coming Soon!” in hopeful print on the dusty windows. No gas station. No motel in sight.

“Great choice,” I groaned.

The lone business open was on a corner, a forlorn neon sign—though a more welcoming red than my gas tank—in old-fashioned script reading “Big Burl” with an old-school martini glass under the name.

Did I dare go in? Did I have a choice?  My gas tank was empty, my stomach was churning, I was seeing double from driving for hours, and my bladder and legs were both begging to be relieved.

After coasting into the spot out front and extricating myself from the driver’s seat, I approached the door of Big Burls. From the outside, it looked like a bar from anywhere with its red brick façade, white paint on the trim, a few faded signs on the building for old stage shows and a missing cat fluttering in the breeze.

“I think I have been here, in another town, another state,” I mumbled to myself as I pulled open the heavy door.

Wow, the outside was deceivingly different from the inside of the bar, with swanky red booths, a glistening wooden bar with chrome bar stools, martini shakers lined atop glass shelving, music pulsing in the background. Small groups of people chatted with each other, but I felt them glance at me, the stranger.

After finding the restroom, I settled on a bar stool, an empty chair on either side of me.

“What’ll you have?” came the usual bartender greeting, from a blond girl likely only several years older than me.

“A glass of draft beer and a shot of whiskey,” I replied.  “Do you serve food here too?”

She pointed to a cooler window at the other end of the bar. “We don’t have a kitchen here.  You can get sandwiches and salads from there, made by the restaurant next door.”

After opening a mini sub sandwich and bag of chips, I voraciously began to eat.  I sipped my shot and beer, tension ebbing from my shoulders.

“What brings you through Willingham?” the bartender asked me.

“How did you know I wasn’t from here,” I asked her.

“We don’t get too many strangers coming through this late at night.” She smiled.

“Well,” I stumbled, “I was headed west and ran low on gas. This was the first town I came to.  Is there a gas station nearby?”

“Not open this late, I’m afraid.  There is one about 10 miles up the road that is open all night,” she replied.

“My car couldn’t make it that far.  Is there a motel here?” I asked.

“Sorry, you’re out of luck on that front too,” she said, shaking her head.

I sighed.  I could handle one night sleeping in the car.  This was my own stupid fault. What were my options? I wondered, while the blond, trim bartender poured some drinks for others.

“Who is Burl?” I asked her when she came back over to me. “Sorry, but you don’t look like a Burl.”

“Nope, I’m Sheila,” she replied. “Burl was my great grandmother. She ran a speakeasy in the back of this building in the 1920’s, during Prohibition.”

“Really?” I was intrigued. “A woman? Here?”

“Yep,” she smiled.” It was a family affair, since she was a widow.  There was a huge vat in the back where they made the beer.  Burl had her kids help, breaking the yeast cakes into the vat, then scraping the foam off the top of it when the beer was processing.  The kids also helped use a machine with a lever to bottle the beer.  They then sold beer and whiskey to the locals.  That’s how they were able to pay their bills and put food on the table.”

“Did she open this bar after Prohibition was over?” I asked.

“Yes, she had a bar here, but it didn’t look like this,” she replied.  “It fell into disrepair when my uncles ran it and closed.  My dad and I re-opened it about three years ago. We re-modeled but kept the original name.  There are some pictures of Burl on the wall over there.”

I carried my beer over to look at the pictures.  A small, compact woman with weathered face stared back at me, arms protectively around three teen-aged children. Another photo showed the same woman standing behind the bar, pouring beer from a draft.

I walked back to the bar and commented “Burl must not have been 5’2’” tall.  Why is the bar called Big Burl?”

Sheila smiled again. “She was a tough lady who had to raise her kids with no husband, while selling liquor illegally, keeping away demanding men and the police.  How many woman could have done that during that time?”

“True.  Did you ever know her?”

“Only as a small child.  I don’t really remember her.  But I have heard stories about her for years.  I’m glad we could re-open this bar in her memory.  She had a lot to do with the initial success of this town, and now it’s rebuilding.”

I pushed my glass away. ”I guess I better be going.  It’s getting late.  Mind if I freshen up in the restroom before I head to bed in my comfy car?”

“You’re going to sleep in your car?” Sheila asked.

“Yup.  It looks like I have to wait until morning to get gas for the car.  It’s empty, silly me,” I blushed, embarrassed.

“I sleep in the apartment upstairs.  You can sleep on my couch, if you want,” Sheila said.

“Oh!  I can’t impose on you like that,” I replied.

“It’s just me and my cat.  The company will be fun,” Sheila stated.

“You don’t even know me!” I exclaimed.

“There is another reason that Burl was known as Big Burl.  She had the biggest heart around.  She helped anyone in need—food, bed, a few comforting words, but no drinks for free—so I would be doing one more thing in her memory. She would be furious if she ever knew I let a girl in need sleep alone in her car,” she insisted.

“Oh, okay,” I replied and held out my hand. “My name is Gia. This is a little weird, but that sounds like a better offer than my car.”

Sheila shook my hand, then poured us another shot and a beer that we drank together.  The bar closed a short while later, and I helped her wipe down all the tables, clean the floor, and clean up the bottle and glasses.  We then headed upstairs to her tiny but funky decorated apartment, where I fell asleep in minutes.

As I got ready to head out the next morning, Sheila pointed up the road, “Oh, the closest gas station is just a mile up the road.  It’s open now.

Where are you headed anyways?”

“I’m going to Nebraska to see my sister.  She just had her second daughter. I just quit my job, so I’m going to help her out for a couple weeks.”

“Wow, she will love that.  You are doing something that Burl would have approved of, helping your sister out. What will you do when you’re visit is over?” Sheila asked.

I thought for a minute.  “I don’t know.  Maybe head back to Chicago. I hope to have some time to think about it while I’m gone.”

Sheila replied. “Make sure you swing back through here on your drive home. You can spend the night again, if you want. Burl would expect nothing less.”

I glanced at the shops starting to open, owners washing windows, greeting each other.   Everything looked brighter, more welcoming now that the sun was up.

“I promise I will,” I smiled.  “Maybe I’ll decide to stay longer.  Learn what else Burl’s legacy leaves behind, besides Big Burls. “

“Hope to see you again,” Sheila waved as I started the car.

“Me too,” I replied, a smile on my face as I began the next phase of my journey.

C

Writer’s Block

Can you write a lyric? A song? A love letter? A pragraph? An essay? A sonnet? A children’s book? A short story? A heavy tome filled with audaciously elongated verbiage?  A Haiku?

What genre–science fiction? Rants? Chick lit?  Poetry? Anime? Biography?  How-to books of drivel? Mystery? Gore? Fantasy?

When we write, we have our patterns, our styles, our formats.  And when we try to break free from our comfortable mold the words halt, the rhythm disappears, the characters stagnate.

Can I write a book? Should I start it as a short story?  The people call my name, but their secrets remain hidden even from me.  I have the opening on paper, the ending in my brain, the middle parts muddled and confused.

Do I proceed?  Dare to let them live and breathe?  Or keep them locked away forever—because it is easier to return to the familiar structure?  If I create them, I have to confront them and what they do, not avoid their failures, their disappointments, their love, their joys.

The angst of any writer, a dreamer, an artist.  The creation. C

Julie & Julia & Friends & Dreams

Short notice, but five neighborhood friends went to see Julie & Julia this week. I loved the way the story was told, with two tales simultaneously developing, intertwined and funny and downtrodden and quirky.  We sputtered and laughed and hoped for success for both protagonists, as they followed their food-filled (and too meat-filled for me, sorry Patty who sat next to me) dreams.  The costumes and sets were perfection, and the film made me want to return to Paris NOW.

Meryl Streep was, as always, incredible with the lilting accents and mannerisms and movements that I remember from when my mother used to watch Julia Child on TV, when I was a child.  Debonaire Stanley Tucci was her husband, so in love and involved as she wrote and cooked and wrote and cooked and…  Amy Smart was funny and neurotic, a bit over the top at time, but sweet.

As much as I loved watching the story develop,  it made me sad.  The dreams  I once had, fading as life  moves forward and I am caught in the wave of time and children and mortgages and jobs and mopping the floors and and volunteer work and keeping on top of  the family schedule with military-like precision, until rain changes three practices, and aging families and friends in need.

How many people are staring at their screens after watching that film, trying to write their first blog searching for quick fame, with blank thoughts, no stories to tell?  And don’t realize how challenging it can be to write day after day?   How many other brilliant writers are out there penning away, unnoticed?  What makes a blog catch fire?  Sometimes it’s the real, sometimes it’s the fraud–like the woman who claimed to be pregnant, got all kinds of sponsors and uh-oh she wasn’t pregnant.  What? someone lied on the internet?

We would all love to come home to 65 phone messages like Julie, with offers and names and deals and opportunities to do work we dream about.  A smidgeon of extremely lucky people do what they love each day, not the masses.  We might live through them, while following our own paths.  Even as we grasp at our dream remnants we can only hope for the support system of spouse and friends from the film, cheering each zig-zag step forward.

In my mind, a successful film is one that makes me forget I am sitting in the dark–transporting me to become an invisible participant–gives me reason to feel true emotion while watching, to talk about it afterwards, and to make me think about the major and/or minor issues in it long after the screen is dark.  In all of these goals, Julie & Julia succeeded.   C

Over 4,100,000 Blogs and Counting

4,145,998 blogs, 140,622 new posts, 35,412,832 words today–that is what it said on the log-in page of my WordPress blog today.

That’s staggering–over 35,400,000 words written in one day about everything and more than we can imagine: politics, sports, celebrities, parenthood, education, religion, sex, nothing, pictures, family, rants, lifestyles, fashion, technology, travel, media from art to film to books to photographers to theatre.  Why?  Who has time to read it?  Who delves into it without being overwhelmed?

We are a hungry people worldwide, wanting to share our thoughts and ideas and humor and anger and hopes and expertise with ourselves and others who find their way to our sites.  We can tell that there are some silent viewers who come regularly and some who are enjoy being a part of our online writings. 

We must be starving to have over 142,000 blogs updated just today. If we can write about 900 words per hour (sometimes it’s more of a struggle, sometimes just a photo post), that calculates into a whopping 38,888  man-hours today we spent writing.  

What did we do with our free time before? And what to we hope to accomplish?  If someone can answer the last question, let me know. C

Keep on Blogging

My dad has asked me a couple of times “Why do people blog?”

I am certain there are numerous reasons–to share our stories, to practice our writing, to have our voices heard, to make money: it’s a job for some, to promote a cause-business-sport, to rant, to chant, to lament, to laugh, to think out loud. Maybe just because we can.

Some blogs have a distinctive format, while my voice tends to alter tones depending what I am writing about:  my thoughts, my book/ film/museum reviews, places I have been, my family, my hobbies, my diatribes (not too often), my photographs, and daily happenings. 

It’s been an amusing and educational journey with some of the people I have spoken with online, comments from strangers on my site,  conversations friends have started with me about certain posts including some who I didn’t know were aware of my blog, and visits to other blogs.

What’s missing?  More photos, perhaps.  Some days I have many page views, some almost none, but I am learning so much about myself and the world around me, the tiny details that used to pass me by, that I will continue this exploration longer.   I would  be interested in hearing others’ thoughts on blogging–and my blog–as well. C

Writing Inspirations

Had a fabulous time at the Printer’s Row Book Fair in Chicago yesterday! There were many types of people  buying books and memorabelia and food and listening to authors speak.  My friend Theresa and I bought several books all signed by the authors, which my kids think are totally cool.

It was so inspiring for we aspiring writers to see so many authors taking with their customers and listen to them speak individually or in panel discussions .

Hopefully we will both try to write more.  As a bonus, I have a whole new list of books to read.

Here is a sampling of thoughts from several authors:

“Fiction tells truth of the heart that non-fiction histories cannot tell.”  Nancy Horan, author of Loving Frank.

Nancy Horan again, talking about how she writes historical fiction:”You go respectfully into the past and try to walk empathetically in their shoes.”

She also said to get the voice of the times she is writing in she reads newspapers from the period, books, letters, and tries to remove all of today’s sayings from her writings.  I loved hearing her talk about the immense amount of research she did for her book, the unexpected journeys those searches took her on, along with the people she met who helped bring her story alive.

Finally, a thought from first-time author John Otterbacher, about why he writes:  “I have always had an eye for the horizon.  I’ve always been curious.”

Take their inspiring words and pick up your pen or your computer, and let the writing begin.  Just know that Otterbacher said he wrote 8 drafts of his book Sailing Grace, and Nancy Horan threw out her first draft of Loving Frank and started from scratch.  Daunting thoughts! C

 

A Life Undone

A smattering of sentences in one journal.  The opening chapter to a chic lit story in the computer.  Poems left incomplete with unfinished endings and tangled metaphors.  Scores of photos stacked in boxes to be catalogued and placed in books, faces always smiling.  Filing piling up.

Why do I have a large stack of incomplete projects? Is it fear of knowing the outcome and not liking it? Fear of success? Changing priorities? A spark of billiance but nothing to carry it through? 

Probably a combination of reasons, but I’m fairly positive I’m not the only person with undone projects—others have the half-completed paintings, lyrics to a song with no tune, a model car unpainted, that perfect dress unsewed.  All projects that could fit on the Island of Misfit Toys in the beloved Rudolph the Red-Nose Reindeer.

Yet with all this, I began a blog last week to fill up yet more hours of the day. My sister  Sharon encouraged me to start this blog after she began her own at http://oneluckybird.wordpress.com/.

“I think it will be a good exercise for you,” she said. 

Starting this blog has inspired me to write almost daily, look through the camera lens with a different angle, and be willing to share my thoughts and photos with friends, family, and perfect strangers.  From someone who holds her words close to her heart, this is a large undertaking, especially when I encourage people to include their comments on my site.

If this blog causes further procrastination on the projects dusty in the corners, then it is not helping me in a quest to cross items of the undone list.  But, if it inspires me to write “The End” on the  incomplete story or have a stack of photo albums for the kids to peruse, then Sharon was right–it is a good exercise for me. C